Reunited, and it feels so good..

Hindi ko na maalala kung kelan kami huling nagkasama sama ng kaming tatlo lang. Hindi ko na rin maalala kung ano yung mga bagay na pinagusapan naming nung huli kaming nagkita. It’s really been ages.

I don’t have to state everything that has happened to us. Heart aches. Hope. Then Love. That’s how our friendship survived and still kicking until now. We’re just like lovers facing a long distance relationship. We don’t see each other much, but at the end, we still bring back ourselves with each other’s arms.

Sayang, di kami nakapag picture masyado nung araw na yun. Mga walang kwentang pictures lang. Walang kaming tatlo talaga. Emp. Haha.

Nothing left.

The house was devastated. Empty. Nothing left but my poster oh, look :D This is not the plan, actually. I’ve been bribing papa to just buy another house even not as brand new as this house would be in 3 to 4 months. At least, we’ll have another investment without breaking the old one. Ewan ko ba kay mama, ayaw niya. Papa and I vote for buy-new-house thing pero nanalo pa rin si mama. She doesn’t want to leave that house anymore. Siya na. Siya na nga ang madaming friends dun sa subdivision nay un! Hahah. Anyway, it’s okay pa rin. It’s just that, a lot of money will be spent when papa had already spent so much for that old house.

Wonder how it feels...

When he cheated on me. Crazy. But sometimes, I have this weird thought of how will I react when I’ve found out that Jong’s cheating. I don’t mean that I want it to happen or closer than that. Actually, it’s the other way around. I don’t feel it will ever happen so, anu nga kaya kung mangyayari yon?

I guess it’s not so me if I’m gonna say, it won’t bother me so much, or it depends with the situation or the person na nakipaglandian sa kanya. Oh wait, I’m talking about situations like he kissed somebody else, he’s dating other girl aside from me BUT he still loves me. Parang lumalandi lang talaga. Siguro that’s why I’m saying, it won’t be a big deal. Is it just because I’m not the kind of girl na selosa? But to think that he’s dating another girl? Diba it’s too much na dapat. Pero for now, when I’m thinking something like that, it won’t break my trust, respect and love for him completely. Magseself pity siguro ako kasi I’m not enough for him. It’s sooo not me talaga! I know I’m a tactless and palaban gurlaloo. Magagalit ako sa kanya, pero I will never leave him. I will never let my heart break for pushing him away from me. I can’t do that even he’s gonna treat me unrightfully. Martyr ba yon?  =)) I can only set him free when he finally ask me to do that =( O, you there, Jong! Don’t be so proud about that. I know you’re not the kind of guy who measures his “pagkalalaki” through number of girls that you have, or the things that a girl would do for you. You’re not counting the sacrifices that you’ve made as long as it makes me happy. It doesn’t matter how much pain I’ve caused you (although wala naman talaga :D) as long as we have each other and at the end of the day, we make up and gets better and stronger and in love. <3    

Lance Javien

This cute little kid is Jong’s Pamangkin, Javien. I’ve seen him when he was 1 month old baby that he can’t even recognize anybody up to now that he can already walk by himself and call up for you whenever he wants something.

I’m not that fond of kids actually. I just want those with friendly faces, with good manners like they will not harm you when they don’t like you. Haha. I’m losing my patience with those kids who fight with me when all I’m doing is to get their attention and play with them. But Javien is different. He’s a sweet and soft little kid. I don’t know if it’s just because he knows me, my face and what I am in his life. I’m his future “tita” J

One thing that I fear in life is the family of my boy friend. This is in general, okay. Whenever I have a boy friend, my greatest is fear is the time that I have to meet his parents, and whole family next. I fear that they will not find me good-looking, nice or they will just dislike me instantly. Bu with Jong’s family, I haven’t felt it even a bit. They’re always as hospitable as ever, especially his cousins (my cousins already). I don’t know, but they instantly liked me at the first time and they already acknowledge me as their cousin. So sweet of them to treat me that way. Yung parang minsan, mas mahal pa nila ako kesa kay Jong? Haha. I don’t have any problems with them as well as any heart aches. I haven’t heard anything bad comments from them. I’m so blessed that even this cutie, likes me. Or if he still doesn’t know it, at least he recognizes me. He sometimes grab my finger and tell me “ ’bas ”, meaning labas daw kami. Or whenever I’m trying to get him from his babysitter or from his lola, or from Jong, he doesn’t forcefully throw my hands away and grab it instead. I hope he’ll never change; even it’s not every day that we see each other.

Greatest Dream.

I badly want this interior design with my future room :D Only, the color of the cabinets and stuffs would be Purple.. (Grr. Maliit pala yung na-edit ko.)

I have this crazy desire of having my own bedroom and with my personal interior design on it. I’ve begun dreaming this since Von started to have his own bed and we have to share bedrooms since we only have two small rooms. Is it nonsense to desire something like this? Haha. It’s cute though when I’ve found out that even Jong has the same “greatest dream” (as we call it) of having his own room.

Funny how big their house is for all of them yet he’s the only one who doesn’t have his own room. He has to share with his sister or his brother sometimes. Ganun ba talaga pag bunso? Lahat ng tira lang. Lahat ng galing sa mas matanda, yun ang sa kanya. I can’t help myself but to feel sorry for him whenever he can’t have something he wants because his parents won’t let him have it, unlike his brothers and sisters that already have their own salaries and can buy anything they want.

We promised, we’ll gonna have our own rooms someday! So sorry Jong, mauuna ako :D We’ve even thought of having separate rooms when we get married just to satisfy that desire. Haha. It doesn’t matter whether we sleep there or not as long as we have each other’s own room. We’re gonna sleep together in one room, anyway. We just have to choose which room, mine or his =))

Max's and Movie

How I wish, I have limitless time with friends. I’ve been lost since I always have Saturday classes because that’s the time that they see each other or bond together. And yes, I’m so inggit. But no matter how long I can’t be with these people, it’s like riding a bicycle that you can never forget 

when you started learning it.

This movie was proposed by Roy, and I liked it. Wish I can have that pill for my entire no-solution-problems thing.

Red Riding Hood

Wala kasi kaming pictures :D

As far as I can remember, this is the last movie that Jong and I 

have watched together so far. So sad we don’t have any more the luxury of time 

to watch all the movies that we want. I don’t know, maybe 

I’ve changed in terms of money matters. I feel like it’s just a waste to sit beside 

him inside the movie house and watch a single screening movie 

(and we barely talk of course we have to understand the movie :D) 

worth 500+ pesos with popcorns and drinks, 

where we can download the movie, watch it at home, anytime we want, 

chicha’s unlimited and we can share thoughts, pause the movie or fast forward it. 

Mas gusto ko ‘yun. Yung walang gastos pero mas nakakapagbonding kami. 

I don’t know. I’ve been so tired making gala and wasting money for 

the same kind of foods. Siguro, the only time that I want 

to throw money for is during our monthsaries and annivs. 

Doon siguro hindi ako manghihinayang kahit ilang libo ang gastos. 

It’s worth it naman kasi when we have enough money on our monthsary, 

we’re trying to eat somewhere that we’ve never been. Mga ganung bagay. 

Pero yung every week, every other day na lang, gala. It’s too tiring na for me. 

Gusto ko na lang, sa bahay lang kami. Or tambay lang kami.

 Boring ba yun? I don’t think so. 

I don’t get bored when I’m with him, with all honesty. 

That’s how simple I want to live life, with him.

Grad Thingy

I've been looking for my graduation attire. Hahah. Actually, I haven't check out so many places and I just find it hard to decide. Kasi I don't wanna get overdressed on that day so I don't wanna choose those too daring but I don't like to jologs :)) I've tried 4 dresses so far. I always want simple, but elegant.

btw, please don't  mind my look, my accessories and the complexion. Haha. Do I look so fat naaa? Hahaha. Just check out the dress :)) My bet is the second picture, the silver one. Gonna buy any of those on Saturday if I didn't happen to find anything new on weekends.