When he cheated on me. Crazy. But sometimes, I have this weird thought of how will I react when I’ve found out that Jong’s cheating. I don’t mean that I want it to happen or closer than that. Actually, it’s the other way around. I don’t feel it will ever happen so, anu nga kaya kung mangyayari yon?
I guess it’s not so me if I’m gonna say, it won’t bother me so much, or it depends with the situation or the person na nakipaglandian sa kanya. Oh wait, I’m talking about situations like he kissed somebody else, he’s dating other girl aside from me BUT he still loves me. Parang lumalandi lang talaga. Siguro that’s why I’m saying, it won’t be a big deal. Is it just because I’m not the kind of girl na selosa? But to think that he’s dating another girl? Diba it’s too much na dapat. Pero for now, when I’m thinking something like that, it won’t break my trust, respect and love for him completely. Magseself pity siguro ako kasi I’m not enough for him. It’s sooo not me talaga! I know I’m a tactless and palaban gurlaloo. Magagalit ako sa kanya, pero I will never leave him. I will never let my heart break for pushing him away from me. I can’t do that even he’s gonna treat me unrightfully. Martyr ba yon? =)) I can only set him free when he finally ask me to do that =( O, you there, Jong! Don’t be so proud about that. I know you’re not the kind of guy who measures his “pagkalalaki” through number of girls that you have, or the things that a girl would do for you. You’re not counting the sacrifices that you’ve made as long as it makes me happy. It doesn’t matter how much pain I’ve caused you (although wala naman talaga :D) as long as we have each other and at the end of the day, we make up and gets better and stronger and in love. <3
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