He'll do whatever I say. It's proven. He'll make me happy every single day. His sweetness is incomparable. He treats me like a princess before, and when Iya came, he then started treating me like his master. I'm guilty for acting like a brat sometimes. I just can't help myself being the boss when I know he doesn't have the courage to say no. But that's just maybe because I feel weak at these times. I feel restless and invalid. I can't move on my own. I can't do what I'm doing before and I can't always be as maharot as I am before.
Yes I'm the lucky girl. But I promised to myself, I will never make him think that I'm a mistake. He won't regret having me and Iya. He will never think that someone's better than me.
Right now, maybe I'm not so capable of doing things for him and it's because I can't do everything for myself either without a lot help from him. But I'm just waiting to have a chance and when I already have it, I will give everything he needs. Next time, I'll be the one to make sacrifices. I'm gonna have a job, and it's payback time! This time, hindi na niya titipirin ang sarili niya. I'm sure kahit hindi malaki ang sweldo ko, kaya ko sila suportahan ni Iya. He said so.. "May katrabaho nga ako dun, 4k lang sweldo niya every payday tapos 4 ang anak niya at nagaaral na lahat." That's so inspiring. Haha! That's what I love about him. I've learned a lot from Jong. If before I always crave for a job that will compensate me for more than 25k a month, now, it won't matter anymore as long as I have a job. He taught me how to appreciate small things. He taught me how to handle hard things easier. He taught me not to ask for too much. Mabubuhay naman kami kahit sapat lang. Kahit hindi sobra sobra ang mga resources namin. Hindi naman namin laging kailangan ng sobra.
Hay.. Maybe I grew up dreaming to be one of the richest people. Haha. Yeah, that's why. I'm always dreaming... But Jong never asked for it.. Jong will never ask for it. He's the simplest person I've known. He doesn't need anything but me. As long as we're living, that's enough for him. Naww.. I'm so confident about that kasi I know that the truth.
Eh pano kung, kaya hindi umaasenso ang marami ay dahil hindi nga sila naghahangad ng mataas?
I've thought about that pero who cares? Sabi nga, pag namatay ka, hindi naman tatanungin ng Diyos kung gaano karaming pera meron ka nung nabubuhay ka pa. Itatanong niya, kung anong mga magagandang nagawa mo nung nabubuhay ka pa.
I really thank God for giving me the people that I need, not the people that I want. Right now, I can only serve Jong with little things like waking up for him and cook breakfast and baon. Prepare lunch and dinner whenever his mother isn't around :D I don't know how to cook though but I'm trying. ^^,
Support him in his intern and studies. Prepare his everyday needs. Help him with his school works. And bond with him as long as he wants (sexy time included) Haha.
Those things will never be an obligation for me to do for him, but an expression of how much I love and adore my husband :P I will never get tired of serving him. I will never stop making him feel that he's worth it all.
I'll be the best, I know I am :) Happy Monthsary, Yagballs (For this coming 21st) :D I LOVE YOU! <3
From little things, big things grow <3
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