Last for 2010.

Another majors. I have attended 4 Major Celebrations.


Maron turned 18th. :) She's a cousin of my Jong :D Good thing, I bought a semi-formal blouse from Divisoria last time we went there. Haha. I used it and was surprised that I looked pretty. Haha. 'Wag na kumontra. I thought we're gonna go there by jeep since ate mayel together with his mum and dad went to the airport to fetch kuya lorenzo from australia. Lucky, tita julie forced kuya jason and ate irvie with baby :D to go with us! :)We're just on time although the party should have started by 6. Filipino time it is :))

December 18, 2010

Virtuoso's Star Studded Christmas Party was successful. Pictures flooded. Drinks all over. Bonding made the night! Though only a few of us made effort to wear star-like outfits, still it was a memorable one. Some did not attend the party. KJ! Hahah. But I think, everyone got their gifts except for Bang's Monito (Roy). Hahaha. She left her gift at the tricycle, unfortunately. Sobrang sayang. There are awards also for the Best Dress, Doggie Award, Face of the Night and Crowd's Favorite. Imba! That was really fun. And yeah, we're late again. 'Coz we're the stars :))) Todo ayos kami! Hee-hee. 

The Birthday Boy with the First Lady :)

Me (Miley) with Chris Brown <3

The Stars!

(L- R: Alodia, Katy Perry, Miley Cyrus, Johnny Depp, Kesha, Lindsay Lohan, Blair)

Felt like it's been years since I had this kind of bonding with them especially with Mak and Bang :D Sisterretes! Love you! Hahaha. We've had our own rounds of drinks. (Mak, Kiefer, Bang, Gladys and Bins)

Nanay's Birthday! :)

It was a surprise for her. We didn't tell her that we're coming and no one among her children greet her

on her birthday. Actually, she's making papansin pa nga to mama just to remember her birthday.

But my loka lokang nanay sounded like she doesn't care at all until we arrived in Lipa that day, December 23, 2010. I saw her smile that seems to be her happiest day. We've got some foods for her, and Tatay cooked his specialty for her. Nanay never ends thanking us for coming and thanking her children for having that simple salo-salo of ours. Overwhelming. <3

Noche Buena 2010. Simple yet Complete. Thanks Bro! You've given me a family that will last a lifetime.

Kuya Jason and Ate Irvie's Wedding Day. Extravagant I should say. The preparation, the wedding eve, the photographers, the church, the cars, the lights, the place of reception, the guests. Everyone was all prepared. The Wedding Pictorial was in Hyatt Hotel, The Wedding Ceremony was held at the UST Church and the Reception was in Lights of Love in Quezon City.

I can't say so much more but it was out-of-the-ordinary. 
And the feeling of attending

a wedding like that seems like a fantasy. Pati ako naiyak. Hahaha. I felt so overwhelmed to 

be with all of them. I felt like I really am one of them. Sometimes, I even forget that I have to be a 

little demure because his cousins are also 
like my sisters and brothers. 

I laugh so hard, as comfortable as I am. 
I hug them like I'm not new to them.

I feel like I've known them for so long. 
I love them as much as I love Jong. 
Honestly. I really do.

Now I have another reason why I can't leave him. His family, is now my second family :)

And Kuya JL won't be attending Jong's Wedding IF I am not the bride! Hahaha. How I wish Ate Jen is also there :(

Last Week before Christmas Break.

4 Major Things Happened for the Week:

 Club Week

 OJT Application

 Class '66 4A Christmas Party

 Mama's Birthday Celebration

Club Week happens every academic year, and my first time to enjoy the day for us, IT students. Only for the IT got talent program. :)) 10 contestants have joined the event but I just happened to watched 6 of them. Jong and I didn't finish the event. I don't know, I'm sooo toxic that day and I can't hold it anymore. Same with him, I'm sure.




I don't have pictures with our ojt application experience but in a short words, it was so frustrating! HAHA. We've waited so long to inquire about it, just to hear that they doesn't have slots for us. Grr!

Instant Php1,100!! Every Christmas, it's a tradition to attend this Christmas Party with our scholarship sponsors. Food was awesome! I just can't breathe anymore after eating too much :)) I had this kwentuhan session also with our new scholarship coordinator, Ms. Gel. Had fun and had a very happy tummy! HAHA.

Started the day with a special breakfast prepared by Dad. Special not because they're plenty but rather simple yet well-prepared :) 

We've had our lunch at Dampa's in Paranaque. Fresh seafoods from the market! Another happy tummy! :))

The highlight of mum's day is the Manila Ocean Park Adventure! :) 

Appreciate the ocean bodies and watched water fountain show at night.

ANTS.

About the <3 again. :P


I love reading convos of teenage couples. It keeps me smiling lalo na pag friends ko, o basta kilala ko lang.
I wonder how different each other can be. I'm pretty sure naman kasi na we're not in the same situation with the others kahit sabihin na we're both couples. And sometimes, I have this craziest thought while looking at pictures and stuffs that "What if this guy is my boyfriend?". Don't get me wrong, hon. I'm not wishing to have someone else. Just thinking "what if..." Then I'll tell myself, maybe I'm not this happy. Yeah, my girl friend may be happy to his boyfriend. But that doesn't mean that if I'm her boyfriend's girl, I will be as happy as her because it won't be the same anymore. Ganun talaga, there's always that someone na tanging makakapag pasaya ng buhay mo. Yung tanging tao na magbibigay ng lahat ng kailangan mo, not material things but emotional and even spiritual needs. And even I look at so many pictures of them, so many "i love you" from each of them, I can't get envy. I don't get jealous. I'm thinking of one thing.. "Ang cute nila. Ang sweet.. Pero mas sweet pa rin saken ang asawa ko." And maybe, you're just on the same thought. You're looking my pictures or even convos with JD, but at the end, you'll say to yourself that you too have a story of love that you believe is meant for you forever.

He's my strength. He's the cause of this happiness. He's the root of my life. He's the forever in my lifetime. He's the treasure that I've been searching. He's the hope for all my hopeless drama. He's my only believer and defender. He's my passion. And he's the main dish for my every meal. He keeps me full :D

I'm Broke.

I LOST MY WALLET! DAMN. 11-25-2010

PROMISES.

I know it's not the time to upbraid the promises that has been made 2 years ago. Not this time, because there's nothing I can do anymore. He made up his mind without letting us know before he decide. We don't even have the chance to hold him back 'coz by the time he texted us, he already did. 


I wish we can change his mind. I wish we can convince him that everything will be fine. But I know him, when he said it's final, then it's final. I'm not in the right place to analyze what have happened because I don't know how it really feel, I don't know the full story. But it's just, on my side, he seems so weak. It looks like he admitted that he lost the fight. I don't know. I just care about him. I'm sure everyone will talk about him and I don't want it to happen. Not when we can't defend him. I don't care about what they think. They don't know him anyway. I just don't want him to ended like he's a coward, a weakling 'coz he's not. 
After all of this, I don't know what will happen. But I'm sure, we'll be seeing each other even it's not often as before. I hope we'll make time. I will make time. :)

telia 11-25-2010

369th Day :)

I will make sure that we will do everything that we want to do before we die! Eat as much as we can! Watch movies even day after day. Go to places we've never been. And be with each other for as long as God allows.

 It’s a Monday. I’ve left early at around 7:30 in the morning but because of the damn traffic, I sadly arrived at my apartment at 10:30. We’ve actually planned to watch a movie in Pasay, Mall of Asia, Yes. And we don’t know if that’s just really not our day because the rain poured so hard that we thought if we still wanna go. The rain’s so strong and we’ve made a detour. To Trinoma, it is! We happened to arrive there at 3:00 and started the movie by 3:40. Actually, that’s our first time to watch a movie, there. Hahah. Poor kids. Well, we had fun admiring the sofa-like chairs of the cinema and the ambiance that seems like, we’ll have a next time to watch a movie in there. We haven’t taken a lot pictures since it’s raining. Connect? Nothin. It’s just like, it’s a bad day and even if I wanted to take a lot of pictures of him at different parts of the mall and wander at each corners, and act like it is really our first time even it’s not, my mood of taking pictures went down.

 The important part is the dinner time! First time again. To eat in an expensive restaurant! Expensive for us, knowing we have no money for that stuff. But since, ako ang pasimuno ng pagkain sa iba’t ibang lugar sa iba’t ibang resto, we’ll just have to enjoy the food! Haha. We made not just one circle around the place before we decided to eat. Good thing we found California Pizza Kitchen. That's one in our list! I don’t know where Don Henrico’s place is or, I guess I’m not sure if Trinoma has one so as soon as I accidentally saw the CPK, a quick change of plan happened. I’m losing my vocabularies. I just want to make memories so here it goes. Another episode of my life with him. Pwede na siguro ‘tong scrapbook. Haha. Or pwede ding, sources to ng mga memories na naganap pag gagawa na ko ng totoong scrapbook. Ugh. Why I always want to make a scrapbook even if I don’t have the talent? And why I always push myself to write something kahit na di na ko maka-gawa ng maayos. Ay, oo nga. I remembered, I’m making all of this for him. For us. To make us always remember every scene, every detail, every special day, everyday.

Most Hassle Day

JD, Tel, Dianne, Adrian

When can you say that she's a friend for a lifetime? 

This is not the picture that I've expected to have on this day. This is not the scene that I wanted on the same day. 

I wanted her with us. Even with her boy friend. No matter how awkward it may be.

I can't force her to understand if she doesn’t want to.

All this time, I thought we’re in good terms.

I thought that distance is not a problem. I always convince myself that among my friends, whether they’re real or not to me, it doesn’t matter as long as I have the truest friends I’ve known. But now, seems like I lost one.

I don’t know if I’m just over reacting but I felt so much pain. Incomparable pain that I’d rather not think about ‘coz when I do, I always asks myself if it’s really my fault, our fault or it just happened that we don’t have the time to fix things.

But this day is suppose to be the day to fix things and figure it out.

But where is she? Yeah, she can’t go with us. I understand that she can’t break the rules but what I don’t understand is; do we matter to her? All the effort, all the sacrifices? It’s just, so depressing. Her reaction. Nothing. Nothing at all. Even a text. Even a thank you. None.

How a long story ends? I don’t know if I’ve already started the story with this, but I don’t think this will end. I don’t want it to end.

I have flaws. I have insufficiencies. But I will never let a friendship turns into something she let our friendship be. Not most especially through another person who doesn’t know about our friendship. About me. Not a single thing about me.

First Week

Nice! :) This is the first week of my last (hopeful) semester and I want to start with something positive and that is a grade of 1.5 in our Thesis! :)) Well, we really didn't expect much and all we ask for is to pass the subject but God is really good. He always gives us more than enough of what we need.

I hope, this will be a good start of my semester and serves as my inspiration to have a consistent perseverance in terms of my studies. Haha. The first week was a double "bang". For our thesis group and in RT3J2A. I don't know it's really the balance of life because we've got good feedbacks from the panels in the thesis defense and it seems that they've liked our presentation and the outcome of our program. While on the other "bang", one of my friends had this serious problem that we haven't imagined to happen this way. I thought, I cannot be happier enough for at last, we're done in thesis defense, but when we've heard about the issue, it is more serious than we have expected. And right now, we still don't know if this thing will last long.


But aside from that issue, I guess this is a positive start of the semester :) I want to graduate on time! And have a  6 digit salary sooon! :))))) I'm hoping toooo much. :))))

My Future In-Laws :)

* Yes, I will make this like a diary, my very own pensive. Haha. Just to have something to read to when I'm old, since I don't want to write literally anymore. :|

His Mum: "Nakaplano na yun noh. 2011 sina AJ at Mina, 2012 si Mayelle, 2013 si Jong at Kristel."

Tito Rey: "Unahin na kaya sina Ading?" (Haha in my head)

His Mum: "Hindi pa nga nakakatapos eh. Hindi pwede, nakaplano na 'yon."

Oh yeah? So, they are also sure that I will be part of their family? I'm laughing out loud in my head to think that his mum's already thinking of the year we're getting married and touched at the same time because I think, they just like me, for him <3 I mean, if they don't, they won't plan anything for their son that includes me. Haha! I will never deny how happy I am when I've heard about that.

October 23, 2010. Ate Irvie's birthday and Javien's birthday party at McDonald's.

Ading, Aneng, Mama, Daddy, Kuya AJ and Ate Mina

All I ever wanted in my life are small things. 

I'm already satisfied for waking up everyday and knowing I have my family that supports me for whoever I am.

A boyfriend that makes me fall in love over and over again every single second.

And in the future, a job that will provide my material desires and my family's needs.

A husband (I know it's him) that will never let me feel I'm alone.

My own family with three charming, adorable and smart kids.

And in-laws that will like me to be one of them.

I want to take it one step at a time. All of my small simple dreams. And when I had him, slowly, I know it's coming through. I couldn't be happier because this is just so much more of what I've expected to happen. I cannot be jealous of others because even my life isn't perfect, I already felt that I am special, I am complete. For the very first time, I know that someone will never leave my side, that I'm not afraid that I will be betrayed, that I'm not scared that he will hurt me in any possible way that this Earth will allow. He, himself  is way enough to make me live in every sense of my life. Secondary with his love is the future that I am seeing with him and his family. Yes, I will be one of them soon! :) I will be Javien's ninang in the future :D I can't wait! I will be ate Jen, Ranier, Kuya JL, Darlyne, Dyehza's cousin :) I will be Kuya Jason, Kuya AJ, and ate Mayelle's sister-in-law, and I wiill be Daddy Larry and Mama Julie's daughter-in-law. :)) This is just a dream for this moment but I know, Ading will help me prove that this will turn into reality. Yeah, I'm quite assuming but I love his family as much as I love him. Without any bad intentions, I wanted them to know me just the way I am and at least not expecting too mush also :D But still, without our marriage (rolling eyes) I can never assume that I will act like I am really a Dechavez. Feelingerang palaka :)) I don't want them to think of me negatively. :|

Anyway, the party was successful! Haha. Again, I joined the games and we won :D I love the photo booth and I've been dreaming to have that every time we're like having get together. As if that's possible. Haha. I love the scenario when Mama asks me to do something that seems like she's comfortable doing it. Like I really belong and she's like telling me na "parang iba ka naman". Because she thinks, I'm not. Haha. I love to help run errands or making something for them even with just simple things. Err. 

Oh no!

I don't wanna mess up :( TEL MUST WRITE! But I'm out of words, really. I have a lot of things to blog yet I can't find the urge to compose anything out of this head. Tsk!

Well.. I'm stuck into listing fast foods, restaurants and places that I wanted to go to, with you. We've promised na iisa-isahin natin sila! It doesn't matter when. Basta makakainan o mapupuntahan natin sila, SOON <3 Kahit siyempre yung iba nakainan at napuntahan na naten :P

PIZZA CORNER

California Kitchen Pizza (Shangri-La Mall 2/F)   --- Novermer 22, 2010 (TRINOMA)

Brooklyn Pizza (Ortigas Center)

Amici (SM North Edsa Annex)

SBARRO (Market! Market!)

Carlo's Pizza (Metrowalk, Pasig)

Don Henrico's (Mall Of Asia)

Pizza Hut Bistro (Eastwood)

Sandy's Pizza (Rockwell)
Joey Pepperoni Pizzeria (SM Southmall)

Suggestions please? Baka may nakalimutan :D

BURGER-AN atbp. 

Army Navy Burger + Burrito (Glorietta 5 2/F)

T.G.I Friday's (Ayala Town Center)

Brother's Burger (Nuvali)

Classic Savory (Festival Mall) for the sake na makakaen dun na kasama ka :))

SWIMMING-AN

Puerto Princesa, Palawan

Puerto Galera, Mindoro

Boracay

CAMSUR Watersports Complex

Villa Escudero Plantations and Resort, Quezon

La Virginia Hotel and Resort, Batangas

Punta Fuego, Nasugbu Batangas

Laiya White Cove Beach, Batangas

Yesss! Now, I'm sleepy :D I'll think of the others some other time :)

Grade Conscious

Wednesday is drawing near. I'm both thinking of the hell possibilities,but hoping for a miracle just to make this sign. Please, good Father. I need this. Please. I-balato mo na, please. 

It wasn't easy to face you, empty handed. I don't have any excuse letter to show you why I'm this lazy as ever. But I will make a change after this. Oh, please believe me. I will pass, right? I have faith in you. I don't want to wait another academic year just to march at that auditorium for my graduation. They can't wait that long. 

Please. Please. I won't give up. I will believe in myself na, just give this one to me. Please, Bro. I will do my best din, PROMISE.

Feels like Perfect.

  The happiest time in my life, is when I'm with you. I know it's unfair but you've cursed me with your love. I can't escape from your kisses. I can't find a way not to make you my world. You're the easiest person to love. You're the most appreciative guy I've known. You know what? I don't believe that a healthy relationship should have fights some time, because when we're together, fights are like eating candies... It won't be long; not more than five minutes. We don't need pride in our relationship. We don't care if it's not normal. We don't have to experience too much fights just to say we're strong. We are always strong, I know that. And if ever there will come a situation that we're in tough times, I will never think of you leaving me. That's how I trust you. That's how I believe in you because whoever made a mistake between us, both of us will apologize, both of us will surrender the fight, both of us will give way :) Alam mu yun, lagi tayong okay? Nakakainis diba. Hahaha. 

          

                     Yes. I know we've been only for a year. A year without having any third party issue, a year without any thinking of breaking up. A year without me, sleeping in tears, without hurting myself, without thinking of too much pain, without wanting to cry all night long. And a year without having fights that lasted longer than 21 hours? (21 is just the number I've automatically thought.)  And to think, Ading, this is not what we have expected. We can't still get enough with each other. We can't still believe that we're together. Haha. Tama na, ang cheesy na. But really, thank you so much hon kasi lahat ng time na meron ka, kaya mong ibigay para saken. Lahat ng gusto ko, kaya mong gawin mapa-saya lang ako. You've been a good friend, good boy friend, good ninong (to Javien ;p), good partner, good classmate, thesismate, husband, everything I want. You've been so good that I won't ever think of cheating on you, making fool of you and finding another one better than you. Ewan ko ba, napaka-bait mo. At napaka-righteous mo. You always think of what is right. I don't know what's the term but you're so righteous talaga :)) I know there are a lot out there better than you, literally. But I'm sure, no one in this world will be better than the way you take care of me. You treat me like your queen. You treat me like your world. I will never let you down. I promise. 

                  I want you to be mine. Always mine. All the time. All this lifetime. But I want to make everything right. I still want you to have something for yourself.I just don't want to be like any other teen agers. We're mature enough, right? We don't fight and break-up, and be together again, and break-up again. We don't fight and hurt each other physically. We don't fight and yell words that will hurt each other. You respect yourself, and you respect me so much. That's what I've learned from you. We don't need to make our fights longer. We don't need to live the hard way, we just live the way we know we'll both be happy. And that is with each other. <3  Ohaaa :) Thank you for this day (October 14,2010).  Thank you, Yellow Cab. :D I love you so much, beb :) 

Billionnaire

I can't make a good one this late at night. I promise to make you smile tomorrow, love :)
Thank you for always making my dreams, real.
I'm already a billionnaire having you. I love you, Ading.

Now I'm worried :|

I love you, nay at tatay <3

"Wala naman nakapag-present eh. Baka mapagbigyan pa kami. Kung hindi, sama-samang ulit na lang." (Nagpatawa pa ko sa isip ko.)

I don't think about what subjects I am going to fail this time. I don't think either if what will happen if I'll fail one.

I don't know if this is some kind of a defense mechanism or what? Because the more I think about grades, the more I become frustrated. Or maybe, this is some kind of a joke to me, thinking that I've passed all my subjects for my whole life and maybe I can pass this one too.

But seriously, I'm beginning to think of the consequences of what will happen if we're gonna fail this one. 

There are two possibilities, either INC. or 5 (not this one,please).

And two outcomes. Because I haven't experienced yet to fail any subject, I'm not sure if:

One, we'll be given a chance to complete our itprj413 during the sem break. Or two, we're going to be dumped under our nose and repeat the subject. Not on the next semester, but the next school year. And if we're going to take that next school year, the itprj423 can only be taken the second semester of the next school year.

Can you imagine? Ohmygah! I forgot. Prerequisites. :|

Well for me, I can easily accept it. That's part of our lives. That's part of learning. That's part of growing up. But not today...

Staring through their eyes, I got worried. What if, they can't wait for my graduation if it wasn't on April then? What if, they're just really waiting for this year to end? What if, they died before my grad? I hate thinking about those people who believes in me! I hate thinking that I will be a big disappointment for them. I’m the eldest child, the eldest granddaughter. I should be a role model. But how? In this scenario. How will I be?

.tel.101010.

Consistency.

I don't know if you can forgive me for staying up this late but I really can't find a way to sleep.


I miss you, love :) I really do. Whenever I repeat reading again all my journals before, I began to smile, a big one.. Why? It's funny. Simply funny. That I've never imagined myself being that emotional back then. Unlike now, with you? I don't have to be that way again. You never let me cry. You never have the guts to cheat on me. You don't have the strength to hurt me. 


You are so consistent on loving me. There's no minute that you haven't made me happy. I really believe that I deserve someone like you. After all my pain in the past, after all your misery from different girls, we really deserve each other. We need to be happy. We need to be together. Two less lonely people in the world. :)) 


I don't know if I will tell that I'm still up by this time. Maybe I won't. But you'll see. :) You'll see this blog and hopefully (praying), that you will smile instead of getting kooky :D please? And by the way, papa wants me to pick him up at i-don't-know-where wake. I think, I can just wait a little more time. Kawawa naman si Papa diba, babe? :) I hope you're having good dreams about me, though you barely have dreams in your sleep. :P

It is him, Ading.

he wakes up early to go with her.

he spends money for the foods she likes.

he chooses this instead of that because she wants it.

he makes her laugh by doing gestures she loves.

he makes her feel that she's special

he makes her feel that she's the one.

he follows when she walks out.

he pampers her to make her comfortable.

he buys load to call her. 

he respects everything about her.

he kisses her hand, her cheek and lips with respect.

he gives everything that he can just for her to be happy.

he embraces her with love.

he looks at her like he's adoring her. 

he touches her hair and smells it as if it has a delicate scent.

he thinks of her 24/7.

he treasures the things she gave him.

he escorts her home when needed. 

he never let her feel that she's alone :)

he depends on the decisions she makes.

he treats her like a queen.

he acts like a real husband to her.

he dances when she say so. 

he don't mind whoever is around when she's beside him.  

he don't reply nor read unimportant messages when he's with her.

he makes her the best inspiration.

he follows her advices.

he won't if she don't want him to. 

he welcomes her at home like it's her first time. 

he combs her hair on bad hair days. 

he wipes the sweat outta her when it's hot. 

he let her wear his coat when it's cold. 

he tells her she's beautiful even she looks so stressed ;p

he calms her down when she's furious.

he makes her remember that he loves her so much.



HE LOVES HER.
HE COMPLETES HER.
HE LIVES FOR HER.


i know he'll do everything for me to stay always.
i know i'm the one for him, he knows that too :) 
i know he's indeed in love with me and i will never waste it.
i'll grow old with him, cherish him forever and love him for the rest of the days..

dam sarap naman non.. halavet!
teLdreams my love. 

10-3-09