Consistency.

I don't know if you can forgive me for staying up this late but I really can't find a way to sleep.


I miss you, love :) I really do. Whenever I repeat reading again all my journals before, I began to smile, a big one.. Why? It's funny. Simply funny. That I've never imagined myself being that emotional back then. Unlike now, with you? I don't have to be that way again. You never let me cry. You never have the guts to cheat on me. You don't have the strength to hurt me. 


You are so consistent on loving me. There's no minute that you haven't made me happy. I really believe that I deserve someone like you. After all my pain in the past, after all your misery from different girls, we really deserve each other. We need to be happy. We need to be together. Two less lonely people in the world. :)) 


I don't know if I will tell that I'm still up by this time. Maybe I won't. But you'll see. :) You'll see this blog and hopefully (praying), that you will smile instead of getting kooky :D please? And by the way, papa wants me to pick him up at i-don't-know-where wake. I think, I can just wait a little more time. Kawawa naman si Papa diba, babe? :) I hope you're having good dreams about me, though you barely have dreams in your sleep. :P