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the desire of a paradox was hell and absurd..
it's an unreasonable kind of feeling that no one even me can understand..
what the hell is running in her mind? do i have to read it myself for me to catch up?
ehhhh.. i can't see anything that's logical right now.. because the way this sluggish friend
of mine thinks, really brought me into trouble.. too many words in my head!
too many sentiments from her..
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here i am on the west coast.. i can't manage any strategy that will do for
that reckless heart of her..
it's 3 in the morning and i'm getting pissed with the way this predicaments disturbs me..
i should know by now how to settle this stuff or else i'll be in the dusk shadow for eternity..
following the footsteps of a wicked mortal..
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waahhh! you're pessimistic if i'm not mistaken.. why do you always say those words?
do you want me to vanish out of your sight? out of your way? out of your life?
i can withstand any statement by an uncanny individual..
rather than... being just too outlandish, staying by your side.. yet, you
can't figure out what's the purpose.. yet you can't understand completely what
every single letter of that name brings.. what it will cause you..
and what in this hell am i going to think...
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and YOU.. you're the only person that can explain everything..
i'm not after something..
 i just want to get next to you..
in any way..
in any time..
just to hear you..
and be near you..

9-29-08